I'm Not Missing OutThere is no "not yet"; no maybeI will never have a babyYou tell me I'm missing outAm I supposed to be sad and pout?You must wake at three amYou get little sleepBut I can sleep well through the nightWithout so much as a peepIn your house, at any hour of dayA very piercing sound may ringBut in my house, there's no such noiseNot even my computer will make a pingNo dirty diapers will be smelledNo breastfeeding for meBecause I chose a different optionI'm sure you can plainly seeBut that is not the end for youIt's only just begunYou have many more years to goAnd they will not be funWhen eighteen years have passedPerhaps if you are luckyIt will have been worth all the troubleAnd not have all been suckyBut I choose not to put my life on holdThat is just too longTime can never be recoveredThat fact is certainly not wrongSo if you want to think I'm missing outReally, go right aheadBecause I'll be laughing the whole timeWhile you struggle for a mere hour to sleep in
Kadysha's PastPrincess Kadysha was born on Lovaria as the firstborn child of her parents. She was the seventh heir in a long line of princesses. Although she was well-cared for by her parents, they and the rest of the royal family longed for a boy.Kadysha was a precocious child. By the age of two, she could speak clearly and coherently, read and write rather well, and by age five, she could do multiplication and long division. Yet, her parents' longing for a male child made all of Kadysha's achievements go unnoticed. As Kadysha grew up, this became apparent and caused her to detach herself from her parents, something they foolishly and incorrectly attributed to her being female.When Kadysha was nine years old, her parents gave birth to her brother, Ryan. By this time, Kadysha was used to her parents' disappointment and lack of attention, so it didn't bother her when they lavished on her brother. In fact, she appreciated it, as this allowed her even more time to develop her own skills and talents.
IrresponsibilityYou'd think twenty-two years and two kids later, she would have some idea of what it means to be responsible. Apparently not.My mother is a very irresponsible person. Her irresponsibility is the reason I exist and have a half-sister. Not sure how happy I am about that. Because of her choices, my life up to this point has been hectic, only slowing because I finally have some control over it. She's been on public assistance since I was born, or possibly before, and has never made any effort to get off.Currently, she lives in a bad neighborhood. I don't have sympathy for her. Why? Because she knew it was a bad area, yet she chose to live there anyway. She treats the apartment I live in as a hotel because she doesn't want to walk in the area at night if she finishes her or errands or such late. Whose fault is that? She's moving (again), but why she moved there to begin with is beyond me.The irony in this is I'm moving in with this woman in June. I'm stuck between a rock and hard
Kadysha's New ProfilePersonalName: KadyshaNicknames: Kae, KaydeeHome realm: LovariaBirthday and age: May 10, 1994, age 19Height and weight: 5'10", 110 lbsEyes: Cherry blossom pinkHair: Knee-length, curly bang above her eyes dyed pink and blue, triple star-shaped buns, pigtailsFairy of: Love and naturePixie: Lana, pixie of snowPet: Laycee, a white bunnySelkie: Twins Jaedyn and Kaedyn, guardians of Lovaria's oceanPersonality traits: Friendly, hyperactive, tomboyish (personality-wise), shy, introverted, impatient, imaginative, hot-headed, compassionate, spontaneous, a little lazy, too self-consciousPersonality description: Kadysha is a shy, friendly, hyperactive tomboy. Though she enjoys some "girlish" things, such as having her nails done and wearing fancy gowns, Kadysha prefers climbing rocks and swinging on vines to sitting in a salon for an hour. Because she is very shy, she may inadvertently come off as cold toward some and has difficulty making friends, but her inherent sweetness makes up f